Boredom

You know that space in between potential and manifestation?
I have been stuck there, many years.
It’s torture.

On the one hand, there’s all these ideas

On the other, there’s obstacles
E-mails, meetings
You can never do that

Is what I say more often to myself than others do
They say it too, though
Or worse, no one pays attention.

I recently discovered that as a kid
I was creative
Where I always thought I didn’t draw a thing

Now I understand the urge.
Is it too late?

Because what am I capable of
But boredom

In the space between potential and manifestation